The sky is blue today
It’s starting to smell like spring
I know you know what I mean
I can hear the cars on the street below
Coming and going, that’s how it is in this place

I had a rough night last night
I couldn’t sleep because of various reasons
It’s that time, you know, when things are just too hard

What I’d really like to do is call you
I’d like to bitch about how tired I am
You were the one I did that with
But your line is no longer an option
Not for me anyway, I’d only want to hear your voice
I’d be afraid to solidify it by hearing someone else’s

I hope you’re ok
You made the weather warm, just like I asked
I like to make that work in my head
I have to trick myself into “knowing” you’re ok
Believing simply isn’t enough

I wonder if you watch me now
Or if you would be sad if the roles were reversed
You could have talked to me, then maybe I’d know
You could have said goodbye
I said goodbye…

I think you heard me, I hope so anyway
That’s why you left so early in the morning
You took nothing with you
Yet somehow you left nothing behind
Nothing that made anything make sense
Nothing that made everything all right

Though you appeared to have left with nothing
I feel like I have lost a part of me,
I hope you brought it with you, I hope I didn’t just lose it

I miss you